On April 18th I facilitated my Womb Wisdom Workshop. The timing was divine as it fell on the cycle of the new moon - a perfect time for going within, clarifying intentions and manifestation work.
Like a New Moon gazing upon it’s blank reflection in the sea
I journeyed into the womb to lose sight of me.
I went within and within that and within some more
Through door after after door after door
Portals within portals to explore.
Each threshold asked me to surrender
Through each gateway I lost a little more.
I shed away my name, my mask, my trades.
My flesh flew away, in this space time
continuum I was gripped.
To the core of my being my tissues were stripped
Oh what was in store for me what was in store
I wondered as I felt my structure disintegrate
Into dust and then that too downsizing more through each door.
All of my issues were flipped
Floating free of the limitation caused by belief
An embrace of nothingness
but no where
I became only particles –
Vibrations no more me
Pure potential – but nothing yet.
nothing to be
I am only fractals of everything I once knew
Now that my belief structure has been blown
What am I to do
I ask the heaviness to fall back into the mother –
the deepest deepest of the infinite spaces.
I ask the light to lift all it can
So I may feel light and float like a feather.
Looking into the darkness that is me
Further into truth I can see
Without that bright reflection to
Without all that belief
To bind me
I see the strength behind the darkness
And allow that truth to define me
Sometimes you must lose yourself
To see who you really are.
Where you are and what can be.
There really are infinite realities.
Like the empty reflection of a new moon on the sea
In the nothingness
I dive deeper into me
And all the possibility.